i'm so tired

Today was so annoying. Like, I just wanted to wear my headphones like I always do, because who is there to talk to, first of all, and second of all, my personal issues are NOT something that you should use against me!! >:c

Me and my family were going on a walk, but it was really overwhelming, and i just wanted to get home the whole time. But when we're crossing the street, A dumb driver is speeding without his lights on, so 2 crimes at this point. He passed by; I had to stop and turn around when i seen it. But when we got home, my mom started yelling at me and turning it into a conversation about my headphones. like, that's so annoying!! She yelled at me and brought up my social issues and my old problems with friends, even though she knows that it's so messed up to bring up :// 

She then turned it into this whole conversation on how I shut the world out, and that I complain about all these issues that happen with people from the past and how I probably shut them out too and that's why I don't have any of those friends anymore, (and she knows why all these issues had happened, too, so it's still really fucked to bring up), And she made everything about her saying things like I don't respect her or understand her emotions, But when has she ever stopped to bring up mine ??? this is actually so unfair. She doesn't understand me or my emotions at all, i swear she only acts like she wants to comfort me when i cry. i hate crying around her or even showing emotions. The negative ones, at least. I hate my life sometimes, but thankfully I have someone to talk to, even if we can't talk face to face as much as I'd like. 

She spent 10 minutes yelling at me for problems i can't control. Infront of my stepdad, which is much more embarrassing. Thankfully she didn't drag him into it too, though. I was already tired enough from today, And she did not help at all.