Been on this site for a year. Let me actually use it. (oops)

.......i was changing my layout and updating but never got around to actually posting blog entries lolz .... im not a poser i swear ^^" 

i go in between wanting to post The Way i would have When i was 12 (tbt to my ff.net & tumblr postings and angelfire/wordpress lurking) and on the internet to wanting to just Verbally Ramble in whichever way i want to. going in between wanting to use proper grammar or just twtspeak in the internet-eqsue fashion that would Just Hit back when i was actually active on tumblr. or sometimes i go in between wanting to link my spacehey to my other socials and then just wanting to isolate this as a place to ramble without feeling any sort of pressure from already existing platforms that only the gods know how many of them are out there and are severely undermanaged (oops)

its kind of annoying (ik its selfimposed and also Not Real Hurdle to Anything but it is what it is) and honestly what kept me at bay when posting anything........ so im just taking the step now to update a wee bit more on things and actually use this place to vaugepost or maybe not vaugepost (cause duh want to be safe and practice online safety) who knows the people yearn for community and thirdspaces and hell if thats through the good ol internet way of myspace/spacehey/geocities/neocities/indieweb comeback- why not right? 

anyw..... 

just putting thoughts out there, kthnxbai <3