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Recently I have been more and more comfortable with my identity and acknowledging it as I only realized I am a lesbian nearly a year ago. Navigating and learning all about the history and the scene is hard but necessary and I can't complain about that too much…
The real problem is how lonely it feels to be a lesbian, and i have seen more and more fellow lesbians speak about this feeling on multiple social platforms these past weeks. I can't help but deeply agree with their statements, it feels so lonely being a lesbian.
I haven't meet any lesbians IRL (living in a village doesn't help) and I am too shy to seek someone directly by texting first or looking for online/IRL spaces ( just writing this entry is so stressful AAAAAAAH).
It's also a bit demoralizing to feel so alone, I wish I had some lesbian friends that can relate to the experiences or even help me figure out all of this confusing path of realizing who you are inside.
Also where the hell are the cute butches at? 😔Is it too much to ask for a butch I can worship ?
Anyways, I hope this wasn't too weirdly written or awkward, I am not a native English speaker and I'm really bad socially.
Happy Pride month to everyone, and have a nice day/night !!! <3
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annie
I have refused to come to terms with my own sexual orientation because of this for the longest time. I naturally struggle making friends and acquaintances, trust me, it is worse when it comes to partners. And I do not do well when lonely or isolated (which is like, 80% of the time already) so accepting it would only bring me more misery. Turns out supressing that sort of stuff makes it eventually bubble up and bite you back. Not fun. I wish there was an off switch for it.