I really need some advice

I've grown up now I've chosen my track in high school and I only have two years left until the university entrance exams but I feel completely lost

I don't know what I want to study at university I don't know what I want to do when I become an adult I don't even know which of the two countries I have citizenship in I want to live in

The truth is I'm not just afraid of the future I don't even know what I'm doing right now I've been feeling bad lately because after spending so much time scrolling through Reels and TikTok my attention span has become much shorter Things I used to genuinely enjoy no longer feel the same Playing video games going for walks taking nature photos playing football with friends none of it brings me the same happiness anymore

I can't even say that I have many friends these days Just a year ago I was much happier I used to go outside have fun and I had friends I could trust and spend time with Now something has changed but I honestly don't know what I've even started to dislike my school I've grown apart from the classmates I used to be very close with and now I mostly keep to myself

Maybe the reason is that some of my friends from the neighborhood moved away Maybe it's something about me I genuinely don't know

I really need some advice How do you think I can improve my situation

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