Anxious for this week

I'm quite dreading the fact that another week will be starting, and it will be another week of me being anxious and feeling sad majority of the time. Still, I'm trying not to wallow myself with self pity and negativity, so I'm writing down all of my plans within the week to keep my mind busy.

I still haven't heard from the place I've applied for months ago, so it's safe to assume that I wasn't shortlisted. I badly need a job, even if it's for part-time or a small gig, just enough to save up. Still thinking of whether I should continue or go for a different degree this time. Though I'm quite too anxious to think too far ahead for my future yet.

Quite an uneventful weekend, but I guess I got my snacks (fully secured ramen and onigiri, too) so I guess I'm feeling better.