Life

Ngl I life's decent. My grandmother has been living with us for this last week and honestly it's okay. Today was the first day I heard her arguing with my mother. They woke me up by screaming over money. Like my grandmother has any. Tbh nobody knows what she has because she thinks we're trying to get a jump on her or something. Like she's paranoid and it's so annoying. Like we're trying to help her. She's living with her 46 year old daughter who has to work a 9-5 and manage a 14 year old child. BTW, my dad was irresponsible so he's not in my life. My mom didn't want him ruining my point of view of men. Also I have a boyfriend! His name is Jalen and he's so sweet. He calls me Ms. Hayes cause that my last name and really respectful. He's cool n all but sometimes I get sick of him. Not that he does anything. Sometimes I just don't wanna be around him. I like being alone still. ANYWAY my grandma said it would be a few days so I know that it's going to be a month or a year! Which is so unhelpful. I can't help her at the store if I'm in school(out of school rn). Like ts is so annoying, cause she doesn't know to help herself. She walked to the store with me and got to hot when we got there so got sick because of the heat. I called my mom and she said she'd send a uber. We told my grandmother she wasn't paying for it but she just refused to let us call it. SO I TOOK CONTROL. I said yes cause that's what she needed. Anyway, my mom said if love someone you'll help them and love them through their good qualities and flaws. So I quote, "They're called warning signs, but ignoring them makes you a nice person" from class of 09 a lot. Plus I'm 14! Just dying in a video game to someone makes me wanna wish death upon their entire family. Then when I'm on my period, the slightest inconvenience makes me wanna put a bullet in my head. But I try not to complain. I brag about being rich to my friends so it honestly looks like I have it fine. I have it pretty okay for how shit is going in the damn economy. I'm scared to get a job honestly. My just do school and get that full ride scholarship to Spellmen Academy.