Letter To my Future Self (June 7th, 2026)

My goal is to open this once every three months and continue it. I sometimes get really forgetful, especially when associating times and dates with moments, so I'm hoping this can help.

Hi!! My name (though it's not my real name -_-) is Starz. I also use the aliases Artemis, Noeli, and Lucie! I mainly use She/Her or They/Them pronouns, though I do also use Ze/Zem or Star/Starself for those comfortable with using neopronouns. Some things I would use to describe myself as are a Christian, an artist, a furry, Genderfae, and Abrosexual. And yes, I know, "You can't be all those things!!" I'm working myself out right now, ok? My favorite things are drawing, talking to my boyfriend, crafting, scrolling on pinterest, thrifting, and listening to music. 

My Goals?

My first goal is to finish at least 5 books of the bible by the time school gets back in session. I feel like it might be pretty hard considering how busy of a summer I have, but I know I need to read the bible more. 

My second goal is to lose at least 10 pounds by the end of the summer. I feel like it will get me on the right track for getting my dream body and will help me get healthier. (However it doesn't help that I went to a huge party with tons of food today :') )

My third goal is to finish my current sketchbook by the end of my sophomore year. I can't draw as much as I want to, and I'm a perfectionist, so sometimes it's really hard to get things done. 

My current interpersonal status is good. I have a boyfriend, and he is the absolute sweetest. I also have a best friend who is the most caring person in the world. I love both of them so so much, and with a fourth person who's really pretty funny, we make up our friend group. The only issue is the fourth person (the funny one) and I have had far too much chemistry with each other in the past that we had to abandon, so sometimes things get awkward. Otherwise, I wouldn't trade the world for my friendgroup.

A few of my favorite things that have happened in the past three months were going to the party today and eating WAY more than I thought I possibly could; State solo and ensemble (or really going to the mall beforehand), Getting baptised, Senior directed musical, and getting bangs :3

Favorite foods: Shrimp, Sushi, Honey, Lettuce

Style: idek, forest fairy??

Projected college/career path: Toxicology

Favorite Media: Murder Drones, The Amazing Digital Circus, Chez, Flamingo

Favorite Apps: Pinterest, Discord, Spotify, Instagram

Colors: Mint Green, Neon Pink, Any purple or blue, Sage green

I am absolutely obsessed with cartoony aliens and stars :33

Guh anyway I'm super tired, It's 2:25 am and I have Band camp check-in tomorrow! guh. See you again in 3 months!! 

Love, Starz :3