graduate

my mind was so filled up with him that i forgat to mention bout my graduation balls we had two parties for it one was only involving students and the second one was in school with teachers and parents 

the first one was my fave by sure i dont remember how much time i thought from the inside and wish "i dontwant this moment to ever come to an end" it was soo much of fun surprisingly im not really an social person so i was so stressful how to manage the day i thought all i do would be sitting in the corner w silence but thx to my bestfriend i socialize just fine and even end of the day my ex bff and i said sorry to eacg othr and hugged i was full of emotions when i  hugged her and kissed her from the cheek it felt like the emptiness in my heart that couldnt able to fully filled even by him was smoothly ans perfectly filled it felt like my lost other half was found and i and after all those months after i was finally able to breathe freely i really wished for that moment to last forever we came back home w my other bestie i motioned before the drive back home felt so cozy and warm like i was in my home already me and bestie shared headphones listened to music watched out the window and we held hands till we got home 

the second graduation was fun js likw the first one but my bff was not with me she came with her best friend and they hang out the whole day so i just spend time with othee familiar faces we danced too long that my legs and feets are still sore with pain after two days everything went good again i talked with the same bff from the other night said her dress was nice when all the students together dancing helding to each others back by one by she thanked me and wrapped her arm into my back leaned her head onto mine and joined the crowd sang the song w them, her arm was wrapping my back so thightly that time i had no hesitation and wonder left about her to loving me back like a sister and missing me back i was so relieved fr, when the sun down&time to came goodbye to everyone she came out of the crowd called my name and hugged me thightly that whole moment even with the nights darkness she was shining so bright that my eyes were watering and the same thing again all my emptiness and stressful being was in complete peace even though i dont believe ingod i prayed with all my sincerity for her to not stop hugging me it take a lil long for us to separate both of us was crying again we said sorry to each other and promised to meetup after uni entry exam then a few ten or five minutes have passed i said goodbye to my othee friends and i saw her again run to her and kissed her from her cheeks just like the last time we hugged agaib and day end it was so good i still do crying when i remember those moments