I wish for you to heal

I won't wish for you to hurt

I will not wish and carry the same cycle you tie yourself to

I will not succumb to your anger no more

I don't have to, your actions and abuse are already the proof of your misery

Instead I wish for you to heal, to learn

I wish you'll somehow grow to care

I wish empathy will slowly grow on you

I wish the consequences will continue to haunt you

I wish you'll know forgiveness and to doubt your actions

I wish you'll find out how to have hope and love for humanity 

I wish you'll be able to comprehend the beauty of kindness

And when that happens I know you'll drown in regret

You will live your whole life wishing to unlearn selflessness 

You will run away from love and try to cast it away

Only for it to influence you in smallest littlest ways

Only for it to show you a mirror of your self

I will not wish you harm despite all your abuse

You are already abusing yourself, and soon you will wake up

And when that happens, it's too late, it's walking in shallow waters

It is you standing among the graveyard of your hopes

It is you trying to unlearn what makes you truly human

And it is just you alone yet in a new heart, a new mind

But an old body surrounded in bodies of your recklessness

Time will not hold you, space will mock you forevermore

Too late, too small, and too careful

So I wish you for you to heal and to be human

Eve if you try to go back in your old self

The world will continue to turn past you

Past your actions, past your soul

Are you unstoppable enough to meed your own change?