that one oomf (me) who is too concerned abt their undergrad thesis

writing this at 1:32 am after i just finished my part in our results and discussions

i am. so worried about the time this thesis is taking. i am burnt out and have been working on this paper incrementally, which is NOT my full potential omfg. i used to write full papers in 3 days in senior high. i miss being angry at 17 </3

aside from my groupmates and i slowly working on this study, we're more worried abt the personnel assigned with our group. what if everybody's gone on summer vacation??? and we have to wait MONTHS before we finish our paper ??? and thats excluding the time for revisions btw this whole thesis ordeal is pmo ToT AND IM STILL IN UNDERGRAD MIND U 

well ok now that i mention it i dont think i'd be ranting on spacehey abt my future masteral and doctorate dissertations bc i'd b working on those alone... its rlly so much easier to rant when ur groupmates also fuck up ur workflow lol /lh

anyways ciao. anybody who's reading this and is on the verge of going insane, taking psychology WILL get u institutionalized /lh so. get therapy, get counseling, get any mental help available to u that u can get. this course isnt for us mentally ill ppl bc we all need to reach some level of self-actualization to actually be a good psych practitioner

oh and be exceptionally good at research without using AI bc thats lazy and AI will not be able to explain the nuances of many of the subject's theories anyway. in the philippines, we always say to anybody who wants to study in a healthcare adjacent field, "matira matibay"

or just dont go to college idk i literally wish i took culinary rn