andri life update #1

local teen's reaction to housing insecurity: this is pretty bogus man i dunnooo
oversharing asf in this but its spacehey man who gaf

jokes aside i'll just jot everything down in bullet points. 
> we don't got enough money for rent this or next month so we're moving to a new place, i hate cleaning and packing [it's thankfully not as bad as i thought it would be though] 

> my parents don't have jobs currently either, my mom had something to do with her contract? i think she quit or something, she doesn't give specifics. my dad worked/works in dubai, but due to the war and conflict going on in the middle east he's out of a job due to lack of tourism and just the general political and safety climate, i know this sounds bad but i really hope he finds new work in a neighboring country so he doesn't have to live with us again. he gets angry easily and is a pain to live in such tight quarters with. 

> i'll need to transfer schools again, im going to another catholic school one [i grew up going to one but attended a secular school for high school for a while] -- i always underperform and have really bad untreated mental issues every school year, and it's made scarier because my mom went to this school. i try and dont want to act out but its not like i mean to -- it's probably untreated adhd but trying to get my family to do anything about it's a lost cause. i'll need to take an entrance exam again, genuinely NO idea how i passed the last one im years behind on math, which i might also need to eventually get my noggin checked for but uhhh tomorrow's winds will blow tomorrow right?

> still bi and trans, don't plan on ever coming out but it'll be inevitably noticeable once i start diy hrt when im old enough and can afford it, which i plan to do. I now my family won't accept it and will pretend like it isnt really a thing going on, i've made my peace with that and don't really care? im more nervous about what'll happen once its really noticeable and they get mad about my ruining my body or whatever, but what are they gonna do? sew the knockers back on? i'll girlmode if needed, and if possible. 

> the new apartment's pretty cheap though so that's good, and it's got two rooms! i've been sharing a studio apartment with my mom, and bed, which is as awkward as it sounds. I've gotten so used to it i dont even particularly care but it's still less than ideal.