Bad omen

EAnyway, about me and Morgana (aka Ray), I love her so much it hurts, and honestly, it bothers me. Not in the sense of loving her, but in the sense of it being something so intense that it hurts, a feeling that has always bothered me. It hurts me not being able to take away all her problems, it hurts me to see her suffer, and it hurts me Knowing that she might start cutting herself is impossible, and I can't do anything to stop it; only she can help herself, and at most I can support her, unfortunately. The feeling of helplessness haunts me everywhere; it feels like I've gone back to being 12 years old, watching my mother suffer, and all I could do was tell her I loved her and try to convince her that she deserved to live. Anyway, my mother is fine. But Morgana is different, she's just a teenager and I know how that affects her a little more intensely. I wanted to be able to save her, but I learned Unfortunately, I won't be able to save everyone, and perhaps I won't save anyone, just as I couldn't save my mother a while ago...BUT ANYWAY! It's not about her, Ugh, I don't want all my thoughts to go back to the past.

No futuro eu I'll bring news about what's happening in my life in the future :(

- With love, Key