mildly infuriating things that happen to me quite often

theres a lot of random things i notice that make me angry. i am here to tell anyone that wants to listen. can u relate or am i insane and angry for no reason? love u guys mwah

-when someone in my house is yelling at all, but more specifically when they're yelling while having a conversation with someone else. i dont know if this is a universal thing, but my family enjoys talking loudly to each other. like imagine my grandpa is in the living room, and my aunt is in there too. they are having a conversation about something and all you can hear is loud talking. "DID YOUR PACKAGE COME IN YET, CAIT?" "YES, DAD, AND I GOT... blah blah blah", SHUT UPPP OMG. if i can hear it from my room its too loud. it interrupts my thinking because all i hear is noise. i dont want to hear noise. i want to hear my youtube and i want to eat my spring rolls. and i cant turn up my videos louder because it makes me feel like everyone in the house can hear it, and i cant put on headphones because they make me feel trapped inside a bubble.

-when my clothes suddenly make me feel aware that im wearing clothes. yes, its my clothes fault. i feel my shirt move the wrong way and i will constantly be aware of that feeling until i fix it. thats why if u ever see me irl, when i stand up after sitting for a while, i NEED to fix what im wearing. its like when you have your hair in your eyes, you cant just continue on with it, you have to move your hair or else youll be uncomfortable.

-when im in the car and they dont drive down a new road or the road i wanted them to drive down. this one actually sounds really immature because it is, but i dont act on the anger and upsetness it gives me, i just think it. theres a road ive never been on before? put me on it, i want to see whats over there. you took the road that has the not pretty houses? whyd you do that? i wanted to see the houses i take inspiration from in drawings and in the sims 4, also, driving in pretty areas makes my music sound better.

-when teachers so strictly enforce rules that no one was breaking in the first place. no kidding, miss, i know im not supposed to bring my pet wunderpus into your class. i dont even freaking have a pet wunderpus. and at the same time they say stupid stuff like "i shouldnt have to say these kindergarten level rules" like yeah, you dont. why are you still saying them then? if someone in the past has done something stupid like that, why are you making us follow that too? to be specific, the teacher im talking about has the rule "no sharing food". which can be reasonable, but at the same time, its not. how does giving someone a snack affect my learning? unless someone is chewing up food and spitting it into someone elses mouth like a mother bird to its baby, i dont really see why its that bad. if its because you have to talk/communicate to give someone something, then just make no talking or disrupting the lesson a rule? me and my friends always give each other snacks, heck, one of my friends is diabetic and sometimes needs snacks, youre telling me i cant give her something to make sure she doesnt pass out? i get like teachers are done with everything because a lot of pressure is on them, but jeez, can i even breathe in this classroom? same teacher that doesnt allow coughing btw

-when im sitting near or across people i dont know, and i accidentally look at them or look near them and then they think that im looking at them for a reason. it just makes me so uncomfortable when im near people that dont know me, because then i feel weird and out of place. this ones more so just like getting slightly annoyed at something that happens and is completely normal. i dont know, i just hate when i look at people that i dont know. then theyll be like "does she have a problem with me? is she scared of me or angry at me? why does she keep moving?" i keep moving because im trying to get comfortable but i cant because of the space im in with unfamiliar human beings

-when someone says something about something i did but i did it anonymously, this actually makes me more sad than infuriated, but thats okay. for example, imagine youre voting for a game to play at school, and everyone puts their heads down and votes for something blindly. now imagine the votings done, and you all put your heads back up. someone says "who voted that one". or imagine you are playing kahoot, and youre the only one that got the answer wrong, and it shows the amount of people per answer who picked that one, and your entire screen turns red and you sit in the front row, people start asking "who got that one wrong that was so easy"

thats all for now, what do we think? sorry if its hard to read, how can i make it easier? should i change the colors or space things out?