update on my straight girl crush

ok so a little recap if you don’t wanna read the other two blogs i posted. so ive had this crush on a girl for a while now and it’s only gotten progressively worse, shes very yeehaw, trumpie, morman family (it’s bad ik) anyway we had a sleepover where we were together the whole night and fell asleep literally cuddling.

so she found out i like her and it didn’t affect anything and we never really talked about it but our mutual friend told me that she had a dream where we were in my room making out and we did stuff and she liked it. anyway she said later that she doesn’t know, she thinks she likes me but she doesn’t like girls but shes just really confused. THEN said if i was gay i would 100% get with cali (thats me btw)

and it’s officially summer so we’re going on a no adults camping trip with a few friends and getting hella drunk and im gonna teach her how to smoke next time we go to a small town a bit outside our hometown.

and im genuinely still so down bad so literally fuck me w a chains