struggling stylistically

Board 1: https://pin.it/3ixtaJKU8
Board 2 (more realistic): https://pin.it/4VtuxlsTy

Hi!! So guys, I really want to dress twee but since I don't wear western clothing or live in those countries where you would encounter that sort of clothing, it's really difficult.

Honestly, twee is not the only style I want to embody. But a fusion of desi, twee and swag is what I think would describe my ideal style. At first I thought mmm boho is my style but now I'm over boho, I still think it's cute but I don't personally align with it. Honestly I think each and every style is cute. But please give me ideas on how I can finally bring my pinterest style board to actually be my style in Pakistan.

I also dress rather modestly, like don't even wear clothes that show half my arms or anything. But I know anything's possible if you put your mind to it. Please tell me how I can achieve my perfect look, just hyper-analyze my board and tell me what pieces or jewelry I need to buy. Tbh this is just me asking you to go through my board in depth and give your opinions on it. I have also linked a second board which is just things I might be able to wear out and about in Lahore.

Currently I just wear whatever my mum gets me and don't get me wrong some of it is really cute and I like wearing it but my school is quite... elitist and west-biased. Plus there's some really cool and sweet girls out there that I'd love to be friends with but thing is I don't really express my interests loudly. So they don't really know that I know ball. Idk. For school events, I just need a look that says: i as an individual have a (somewhat) developed personality and would like to know you more. 

Like I know that I have interests and a style I gravitate towards. Other people don't. I want other people to know. I don't care if that makes me seem performative or like I'm doing things for others. I crave community.

Soz if that sounded a bit harsh, idk why i typed it like that but yeah hope I made some sense. xx.