6/3/2026 - general life update

I can't lie, I've been feeling really stuck in a rut as of late when it comes to photography. 
I still have photos from the prior weekend that I need to finish editing and I just cannot find the energy to get them done. I feel very disorganized among the various projects i want to get done.

I want to sell my old electronics online to fund my photography
I want to Upgrade to a Nikon D90 for professional shooting, as my Kodak Z740 just isn't enough for what I'm trying to do. I want to get Rat's Plymouth running and road legal again. I want to upgrade my computer so it can better handle media creation, etc etc etc..

meanwhile i still have a lot of customization that I'd like to get done on here as well. 

I was supposed to be in Raleigh, three days ago. A friend of mine reached out and invited me to come shoot photos for a private event involving a lot of major content creators, artists, and musicians. A week before, she messaged me saying that she was trying to get a bigger apartment. I haven't heard anything since then. I've been staying in Warner Robins for the last month, spending time with friends and attending/photographing local shows. I reckon my next move from here is to make my merry way back home to Albany. I will admit that I'm not looking forward to going back to my conservative christian white nationalist household. 


There's much more I could type out, I'm just not sure how to articulate everything on my mind. This is a fresh page with new people. I Don't think I should feel as afraid as I do, to be myself unapologetically. I will be using my space on this platform to improve upon that.