young sheldon rant

I just saw the episode where george dies and it WRECKED me. I relate to sheldon a lot more than id like to and unfortunately i see a lot of myself in how he reacted to death.

He shut down completely and thought about things that comforted him like star trek and it made me feel awful. He wouldnt accept any sort of acknowledgement of his fathers death. MY POOR KID DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO UGH. he couldnt cry and missy dogged on him for that but like i understand you sheldon. its hard to express emotions, especially for people with autism and i dont think anyone ever really understood that he was different beyond the fact he was 'special'. it was only a good thing when it benefited the family. And how he never actually got to say anything he wanted

I feel awful. ugh sheldon theyll never make me hate you.

sobbing while writing this. this stupid show has me crying and that stupid outro music is outrageous.

on a lighter note, him and his wife are amazing. i love big bang.