Update I Guess

I feel I need to post about something other than my poor mental state, so here are some positive things that have happened or I have been thinking about recently. Firstly, I finally mowed the front lawn, which was atrociously long, and I got some other yard work done. I have been feeling a little more peaceful I suppose, but at the same time it feels weird. Idk, probably a conversation I should have with my doctor. 

I got a promotion at work which I feel like I don't deserve, but it is nice to move up. I have some more responsibility, which feels good. 

I have also been thinking about getting a new hobby maybe, the idea of playing around with a HAM radio seems really interesting, though I already have a handful that I have been neglecting. I need to seriously work on my garden. 

I feel kind of lost to be honest, I just don't know. Maybe I just need a long nap and some tea, or a nice day out to the beach with a good book. That sounds nice