Monday Blues

June 01. Monday

— It's been a while since I fully posted a blog post, but since school is starting and things aren't really going great. It's better for me to vent out my frustration to everyone since I'm gonna die by suicide anyways.

See, we finally have our sections. Sections in which we stay in for the rest of the year, the teachers don't stay but rather move around unlike some countries if I remember correctly.

AND THAT SUCKS. I have new classmates and they are all absolute shite, they're already friends with each other, most wouldn't like the likes of me and I generally don't like socialising so they win for that, but I get my shit rocked once I realized not a single person wanted to sit next to me even when I haven't established that yet.

Might be my energy... No, it's just because I'm alternative and fucking ugly, I'm so fucking ugly. Anyway, homeroom teacher already knows me, half the teachers already know me.

Clear fucking favouritism on some of my classmates, obviously they like jabbing at them and then stop engaging once someone more unknown starts speaking up. It's the way the world works and I'm allowed to get pissed.

— FUCK IT. WE DO NOT LIVE 9 TIMES

M.S.