Kissing Your Homies

*screaming into the abyss*

So you know how some people like to joke with their in a way that kinda makes you raise your eyebrow at them? Like "when are you two gonna fuck already?"

Yeah, well, I do that with my friends too. It's kinda fun, however, sometimes it makes me really confused and scared.

Not in a "ew I hate being seen sexually gross" way, more like a "oh god are they serious do they actually wanna kiss me are we gonna make out right now what if that would actually make them really uncomfortable AAAAAAAAAA--" way.

And now I'm waiting anxiously to talk with my best friend about such things, and I'm really scared and anxious that I'm gonna do or something and I'm gonna fuck something up.

I am in a happy open relationship with my wife, so it's not like I'd be cheating, and my bestie is single. Just...I don't know, Emi's possible anxiety disorder is kicking his ass right now.

I also just feel really bad because now it's got me thinking about actually getting freaky with him and it's upsetting me, not because I wouldn't be into it, but because of a general shame of lustfulness that I definitely need to get over.

Anyway DUDE PLEASE DON'T READ THIS BEFORE WE TALK PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I'M JUST REALLY ANXIOUS DO NOT WORRY ABOUT ME I'M WORRYING OVER NOTHING!!!!!!! (SpaceHey should have an option to post stuff so everyone BUT your friends can read it...)