3105s: there aren't a lot of rosegarden tutorials

there is a singular guy who did a series on rosegarden on ubuntu seven years ago, however, you know that feeling when it feels like someone is just like speaking and you see in their face they couldnt care less about the topic? well that guy feels like that

anyworms, music.. i really crave making music, making an ep or an lp like super informally and putting it on a cd and going on withmy life as usual. there's this weird little catalogue of music i've been cultivating since at least the month of december.. it still revolves around that silly little idea i had of making like a forsaken messed up version of twee pop.. like keeping the whimsy but making it a tad bit more pierrot clown whimsy than.... whiteface clown whimsy.... i really dont know how to describe what the sounds in my mind sound like. 

i know a few drummers.... but i think i'm still gonna use some crappy little digital drums just out of love for crappy digital drums. so yeah, a quick brainstorm for what i aspire to make in music (ill sure as hell will have to figure out how i get there....) is like.... a weird triple mix of a very minimal synth (with maybe some specks of elements from like that whole botanica music genre), twee pop and mostly yankee folk music (on the line of john fahey, elizabeth cotten or robbie basho), all overlaid on top of low fidelity (ergo, crappy) audio and snarky (sometimes self-critical or cocky) lyrics like those of anti-folk music (the moldy peaches)..

in other news, i've apparently started the very first (unironically the first) teenage-run news source in my city........ cool!