My goals and aspirations!!!

Hiii, so imma introduce myself, I'm Luna, i recently moved from Canada to India, and I'm turning 16 this year :). Here are a list of things that I want to prioritise in my life, I feel like if I make more clear, I can follow them properly. 

1. So I want my intellect to be my top priority, I want to be able to solve complex problems and also have opinions. Well rn, I wanna lock in, cuz I wanna go to IIT( Indian institute of technology) why that? Cuz u get respect, cuz the JEE exam is really hard, and u get a job quickly. I wanna be financially stable, and have fun. THEN imma quit my job then start a business, particularly based on the solarpunk principles( more on this later, absolute love it)the world doesn't have to be this capitalistic driven piece of shit. Sooo to conclude it, I gotta grind hard, practice everyday, ACTUALLY INTUITIVELY understand concepts, and ofc have tons of fun doing that. 

2. I never want to compromise my creativity, being able to create is the most wonderful thing ever, what is ur body if not a portal for creation itself? So, i mostly sketch alot ( I won't say I'm good at it😭) I really enjoy quilling and photography. I've been wanting to learn stitching for SO LONG, but I feel like it requires alot of patience but if I learn it, I could express myself thru clothing better, I could elevate my basic fits. But I feel like I won't have much time when college starts. Curating shit is fun too! And WRITING AND POETRY WOW, I have been putting this of FOR SO FUCKING LONG OMFG. I feel like im not good enough for it, I gotta actually WRITE to actually get better at properly articulating my thoughts and feelings, BUT I BARELY WRITE, so i suck. BUT I SHALL TRY MY BEST, maybe just write a tiny poem everyday Abt anything? And I GOTTA STOP USING THESE SHORT FORMS CUZ THEY REALLY DO RUIN THE ESSENCE THAT I WANT. And i really wanna create content, so rn I'm tryna learn Da vinci resolve, cuz I wanna create high quality content. 

3. Movement, I wanna regain my flexibility, get more stronger and stay fit, cuz my body is a vehicle for experiencing this material world, gotta maintain it. I was meaning to try pilates and yoga, so im gonna start. I am ABSOLUTELY MESMERIZED BY aerial and pole dance it is js so very beautiful, I really wanna learn but I have no pole or the strength😭😭. So uh for now, imma stick to walking daily, doing pilates and yoga. Movement has to be fun not forced. 

4. My spiritual ideologies, I feel like spirituality is the only thing that's keeping me sane, I absolutely LOVE Indian spiritual principles, It is so very trippy and It makes me feel so very calm. Two of my absolute favourite books are Yoga Vashishta( SO EXTREMELY GOOD, SO TRIPPY. QUESTIONS THE INHERENT NATURE OF REALITY, absolutely goated🙏) and shiva sutras. And I was also going to learn tarot, but I my parents said no to buying tarot cards, cuz they don't believe in it. BUT IDGAF, I'm drawing them cards😻😼, and also vedic astrology, really interesting. So, I wanna stay in touch with this. 

So I feel like this is it, for now :). I wanna try to do these everyday, I'm gonna try maintain consistency, cuz I don't wanna dream no more, I'm going to do this, FOR MYSELF. Anyways, this is a pretty messy dump😭😭, I really wanna be able to articulate better but I can't do that if I don't write more. Sooo yea.