I hadn't even got the time to mourn my teenage years yet... what now?

I hadn't even got the time to mourn my teenage years yet... what now?

How can I live now with the loneliness of adulthood?

How can I live with the responsibilities piling up?

And the numbness knocking on your door

Whispering all the songs you thought you had grew out of

What now of my freedom and its lost direction?

What now of my insolence craving for reason?

What now of my life shaped by people's subjugation?

With all my past and memories turned into static

How can I watch reality and exist truly?

What now?

- Lee Firefly