Saturday May 30th 2026 2:07 am

I'm very off an on while I'm on here mb, but I have finals next week and I took one today. I can't forget about the boy I like even though he's kinda a bum, which really sucks and I wish he'd like me back enough to change and grow into a better person but idk if he'd even consider me an option. I got Tomadachi life a while back, also my birthday was on the 13th

I've had more panic attacks but I'm doing better, last one was so bad I was talking to myself but also not to myself because I was hearing other people then suddenly I felt like someone else was talking to me but through myself and like my body wasn't mine in that moment. Dunno what that was about but yk if anyone else does I'd like to know because wtf was that. 

I gave up on trying to be masculine to appeal to society as a trans man, I'm gonna stay feminine and be masculine whenever I want rather than try to fit the small acceptance square because I rather be myself (I'm still a trans man). Anyways now I'm 17 and this is peak ig?? Idk I kinda feel like I'm stuck atm and I wanna fix that, it'll work out since I am trying. 

That was all kind of a slow update ig, but I'll try to see if anything else happens later on? Idk but I hope anyone who's reading this is doing okay and is having a good day/night (ᵔᗜᵔ*)

- Ares