working on being social is harrrrrrrd

i moved to a new place away from everything i knew about a year ago and i feel like im still so disconnected; all my friends are work related and i'm a manager at my job which limits who i can kick it with and it kinda sucks. i'm not used to feeling lonely and i've always had friends over even if it was just to get zooted and pass out on the couch. i miss knowing a lot of people and i feel like i'm selfish or attention seeking. maybe i'll smoke some friends into existence, who knows. all i know is my couch is too big for just one person.