I just want love :((

I feel so helpless I feel I have no hope on trying to find someone when they can't find me 

I feel sad knowing that I will be single for the rest of my life I just want a emo boyfriend or alt boy or goth  

or someone I would listen to music with and gam some metal music with or watch anime or any tv show or to read together :((

and to know how it feels like to be loved and held on to 

I'm tired of being single 

even though I know it's probably the better for me 

but I just feel whenever I see 2 people being together, I wonder to myself why couldn't that be me 

why is it never me 

I try everything 

to change myself 

to be colder 

to kinder 

to change my body 

I try anything 

and still, no one wants me 

I have been single for way to long 

and I'm tired of being single 

 :(( 

I just want an emo boyfriend  

or nerdy

or alt 

I'm tired of always just seeing people online 

I want to see them in real life to meet them 

to have a emo boyfriend I can see everyday 

or alt 

that's it 

yeah 

I hope everyone has a good day.

love you all <333