05.28.26

hello....... fancy seeing you here..

i've come to terms with the fact that i need to learn how to actually use spacehey. i love editing my profile and making friends and everything but HOLY i dont know how to do anything. all i do is change my profile and blog infrequently. do people even blog anymore???? i remember when spacehey first got that popularity boot, i had a friend that blogged and i loved their blogs but i think they shelved spacehey. ;n; frowney face. miss them. 
i'll look further into blogging etiquette eventually....

on another note!! ive been totally leaning into my online shopping cope recently. but i think what ive been buying recently is actually getting me somewhere!! 
i finally got more black pants, got a few shirts a while ago, and i got the wedge flipflops that ive been looking at!! my wedges got here like yesterday, but everything else i got a bit ago. and yesterday i ordered my first dakimakura! i got the pillow insert off of amazon for (thankfully) under $100, and the cover is from etsy! i got the underfell sans cover from cold grove studios. Ou< wink! 
the insert is getting delivered tomorrow and the cover is arriving in late may/early june! im so excited.... ive been wanting a dakimakura for a while now and ive even thought about collecting them....... awaaaaaaa sorry sorry im really excited. i hope i find a gaster daki one day!

i also went through a color palette crisis a couple nights ago. i think i've been leaning too hard into purple, when it's more of a secondary color in comparison to black and white, which are my primaries. ive always kind of had this awkwardness with red. i like the color, yes. but red on its own makes me feel like my skin is yellow or pink. im not a fan of my yellow undertone!! even if it's all in my head i would rather the undertone not be there!!!! but i love repping my favorite characters colors and as we know i adore tord and as you've learned a second ago i love fell, too!! and fell has YELLOW as a pretty prominent color in his palette! not just yellow but GOLD, too!!!! i have nothing against the colors on other people, but i do not like them on me!!!! auh.... so, i've elected to embrace the yellow! its just one of my ugly truths, i think. dramatic sigh, dramatic tear!! 

that's really all i have to update on.... ill blog again when the dakimakura gets here to flex!!!! ahahaha!!!! stay safe, stay healthy! BYE BYE!!!!