Just realized why i like my crushes

Soo I have a crush on this guy blake hes in my class and I was staring at him and OH MY GOD HE LOOKS LIKE STANLEY YELNATS FROM HOLES and when I figured it out j was still looking at him and my dumbass GASPED OUT LOUD AND SAID "ohh my god.." in front of him actuslly kill me also in 1st and 4th we got sat near eachother yayy