i finally opened my eyes on that friend omg

So for context i had this friend i met when in 2021 ( i was 11 ) that we are gonna call "O" my gf/ ex = C. and my best friend = S. ( when i say 2021 i mean september 2021- july 2022 ect )

I've been friend with her for 5 years. 5 years where i was the most blind person ever omg. At first she was really nice, we both liked drawing and gacha life. In 2022 she was kinda mean to me sometimes but i didnt really noticed back then. I have autism and she was my first "real" friend.( but it ended up being a meanie like all of them ). then in 2023 she lowkey made my class hate me and she was super cold to me and kinda ignored me but i was too busy kissing girls ig. and in 2024 she became my friend again all of suddent ??? And OMG there was a chubby person in the friend group, even if he was kinda annoying sometimes he was nice. but O wasnt thinking the same and was body shamming him ALL THE TIME. but overally this year wasnt THAT bad exept the fact that i break up with my gf but this year omg..

She got in crush and flirt with a guy who raped someone and defend him? ( mind you she say she's aroace ?? girl stop trying to be different ). At the start of the year C and S got together. for like 2 month then break up. and she started spreading rumours beetween me S and C to make us hate each other ? and C was feeling so bad about this he had to go to the psy. S lowkey started to hate me and C and me i dont even knew how to feel. She take the smallest thing toward her so bad. i said she has flat feet once and she started getting angry like i just killed her whole family. She think she's such a weirkid with no friend and niche interest when she litterally have 20+ friends and have mainstream interest. says she's open minded when she "joked" about me being a furry every two second. Never answear my text even when its really important and get angry when i dont answear her. always say she cant hangout bc of family but i see her at someone house almost every week-end and so much other things omg. idk why i didnt realise that before, i mean i did but idk...

Anyway now i'm happy and i live my best life with C and S ( i even turned S into a furry muehehe) btw C is a transman thats why i have no feelings for him now