b1rfday 🎂

I got invited to a birthday party from one of my classmates, she’s not exactly a friend. She used to be a leader in our research group while I and another girl was her assistant leader. Idk, just don’t wanna come. I just don’t wanna be around her. 

Not like there’s no reason, but idk. I mean, I remember one time, I was sitting next to her. This is the seat arrangement ⬎

💫      🍏      🍒      🥭 

(S)    (me)    (C)      (M)

I’m close friends with S and M

We had a science thing we had to answer that the teacher displayed. And I’m not the best at Science, I try to understand but it’s genuinely too hard for me so, I ask I tried asking for C if she gets it ‘cause she’s smart. And wouldn’t really answer me properly, more busy with my other friend, M. Then, S told me to switch seats so she can try talking to C, and they did, C reached S how to do it. And S just told me to copy her answers, geniunely so nice😭. 

Later on, S told me that after C teached her how to do it, C stopped her and told her not to share her knowledge. Like, huh??? Okay, dawg, fuck helping others then ✌️✌️

Another time, we were in class but I forgot what sub. Someone in the back asked our teacher a question, also forgot what they asked. C leaned close to me, chuckling and whispering, telling me “that’s so stupid”. Like, okay, fuck asking questions too bro.. I couldn’t even react to that cause I was so confused???

There’s a few more but yeah, I’m not coming to her birthday. I no no wanna. She actually sent me the invitation a few weeks ago, I just remembered now cause my friend asked me if I was coming. Still not going, guys..