Let me live inside ur skin

Unfortunately the person i want would be okay with me wanting to live inside their skin, and would be equally as obsessive and possesive but would also know how to not suffocate me and be annoying , and somewhat hide the really bad parts of it; they would also know how to also show me love language (touch) in a way thats not uncomfortable; plus theyd be really good in social setting but also be somewhat distant , like a single wall up with people who arent me, not talk to random girls outside of group settings but still se mee and want to talk to me, or be okay with me acting disinterested and first but still yearning even thoughbits lowkey degrading for him atp, and all thats just too contradictory and too much to expect someone and unrealistic and so i must become the equivalent of a nun and perish into history