HELP ME please im crying

Hi guys. So you know how "kawaii" fashion came from japan? And a lot of japanese clothing are made with little to no room for the chest .....? 😭 MY BOOBS ARENT EVEN THAT BIG IM ONLY A 32 DD BUT I CANNOT FIND GOOD COMFORTABLE CLOTHES 😭 😭 😭 TO MAKE IT WORSE I HAVE WIDE SHOULDERS which make things either look BAD or extremely uncomfortable 😭 😭 😭 

Please. Im beging. Where do people find kawaii fashion with bigger boob sizes and wide shoulders? I'll DIE. 😭 

If anyone wants a reference my style is like... (Just google it i guess) Very shoujo kawaiicore cutecore,.,.,. blahblah pink girly stuff. 😁