Like back in middle school or whatever

I USED TO BE THE ABSOLUTE WORST KID, LIKE NOT BAD BUT PEOPLE KNEW ME BECAUSE OF THE STUPID THINGS I'VE DONE? They were still nice to be regardless I have no idea why... 

OKAY SO TO START IT OFF I was in class right and everyone was on their phones or like drawing, playing board games and stuff. My friend was also minding her business (ignoring me smh..), and I was just bored out of my mind sitting by her and drawing stuff on the desk I was sitting at... And when my teacher walked by me, I just called out her name "MRS REAGAN!!!" (not her name but lets go for that), and she just turned around to acknowledge me since she had nothing better to do.  AND BEFORE YOU COME AT ME I HAVE NO IDEA LIKE STILL TO THIS DAY ON WHY I ASKED HER THAT??? 

"If you had a kid, would you get an ab*rti*n?"  

"Ummm? Sorry, I don't feel comfortable answering that..."

AND THEN I JUST SAT THERE AFTER THAT LIKE WHY DID I DO THAT DUDE. AND THEN I JUST LOOKED AROUND THE CLASSROOM TO SEE IF ANYONE ELSE HEARD WHAT I SAID FOR SOME REASON, AND I ONLY GOT A VERRRYY CONCERNED LOOK FROM MY TEACHER 

Its okay I apologized to her after. I feel bad

oak bye