I look like dookie on a stick and I don’t even know it

Sometimes I forget what I look like then when I see a picture of myself or I look in the mirror I’m just like “damn”. I saw myself in a picture smb posted and I was next to another girl and it’s just so embarrassing to be uglier than your friends. And I’m not being self conscious or over exaggerating. I’m genuinely so weird and uncomfortable to look at. The other girl was posing too and I was just there being funny and ugly. I’m just tired of it. I can’t even control it or anything so now I just have to find a way to accept it ig. Pls don’t feel obligated to make me feel better. It never works bc I’ll always know the truth. I just like being able to say how I feel through this app so maybe smb will care or smth