Edit :: BROO I FORGOT MY CUTE FUCKING LAYOUT 😂 im to lazy to copy n paste that shit I’m going to bed bruh
Art cause I wanna get straight to yapping (it’s like rlly corny ranting btw)
This was a vent or sum shi
No I think it was just
Idk
Ok

I love all my friends, whether it’s online or offline. But bro, I’m gonna deadass kill you if you’re gonna say some bullshit like:
“You can vent to me!”
“You never talk to me anymore..”
“Why are you ignoring me?”
There’s more than one reason. 1, because I’m in a pissy mood. 2, you’re stupid. 3, you don’t bother.
I hate talking to people, and that’s another reason. I’ve tried so many times working on it but it always leads to me calling someone dumb or joking to harshly. This isn’t me venting by the way, I’d be more dramatic about it. But like I’m just so friggin dumb bro. Like if I’m not talking to you or constantly reaching out, it’s because I’m DUMB bro.
Like I’ll be doing nothing all day, think about nothing all day. That’s quite literally all I do after school. I go play Roblox, get off when my time is done, then it’s just nothing bro. I don’t even know what happened after that. I’m just there.
So like if you’re expecting me to come reach out or try to talk to you. I probably won’t if I’m not there fully sonion. There’s also the other reason.
The other person is too busy.
I’ve said this a lot of other times, and it just kinda sounded like I just wanted attention. Like, “you need to stop being busy and talk to me!! 🥺🥺” And I don’t wanna sound like that. It’s corny, but I’m saying if you’re busy doing your own thing or hanging out with someone else. Don’t expect me to try and talk to you during it, or even after. It’s not that I’m jealous, no it’s just I still think you’re busy. And that I don’t wanna bother you.
I’m either the first texter or I’m not, it really all depends on my mood.
Also Koda told me that, “Why make a blog on communication if you can’t even do it yourself?”
I don’t even know sonion.
I feel like it’s what I struggle with most, like on some days I’m so happy to see my friends. But sometimes when I just glance at them it’s like. Ew. I fucking hate these people.
I’ll be happy ass fuck that day then I just avoid them, I don’t know why. I just get really uncomfortable. I can’t even explain how many times this has happened. Like I’ll get so nervous and scared around them, I also really want ice cream. I was eating cookies n cream all day bro I’m starving
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