Hold On Till May

one of the PTV songs that will hold a special place in my heart is “Hold On Till May” from their album- Collide With The Sky. For the longest time, I’ve been holding on Till December, since it’s the month it happened, hoping that maybe something will change or my life would be better. 

I rememeber during 2022, I geniunely couldn’t do it anymore and tried to od in Nov 27. I still don’t know if I’m thankful that it didn’t work or whatnot. I’m just- I guess glad that my last text to my best friend wasn’t “hey, are you busy?” Because the next day I tried to kms. He wasn’t able to reply to that. I dunno guys. But anyways, I’ve cried to that song so much now deadahh, also I want blueberry muffins🫩🫩🫩