yo who are you

i have a problem w forming an attachment to the ppl in my life or just anyone  who I find cool nd  intimatdating, I also feel as if that adds on to the fact when I meet new ppl i def come across as boring or just as someone who I'm not because I have no real backbone around other ppl, iwant impress them🤷 compared to when I'm at home with myself I am completely another person. it also RLLY doesn't help that I cant talk for shit, wtv just comes out of my mouth dosent make sense or blends in the background LOLLLLLL. just me ok              EDIT: I also have to say this all makes me have a bad superiority complex too NOT GON HOLD YOUU