Today was the day I finally started a blog

You, dear reader, 

probably don't know anything about me and it might be better that way. I have never wrote a blog entry before, but now I will learn. I will be writing and telling the most interesting parts of my weeks during the summer and maybe later if my interest remains.

Summer vacation starts soon and I've never been so stressed. I have a whole exam week left, I need to write a speech for graduation (I'm not the one graduating tho) and learn to play guitar. If I survive this next little over a week, I can do anything - And I mean anything. 

I've been in upper secondary school for almost a year now and I still don't know what the hell I'm doing. In every class I just play around and pray I pass the exams. I always do, but how the hell am I going to pass the final exam in two years? (I won't). I just keep thinking 2 years is a long time and I will lock in once the right time comes. (now is the right time, but I cannot focus on anything). 

I hope summer will be full of amazing side quests and happy moments but my summer job ruins it for 2 weeks. I should be grateful for a job, but I'd prefer having a vacation. I need to bring bread to the table somehow I guess... I work in a local fabric shop and I hope i will get easier tasks this year since last year I could barely walk after my shifts.

This was my first blog entry. It sounds stiff and dull, but i genuinely don't know how to write blog entries...  I really wish my writing skills will improve super fast once I get started with this new hobby of mine!

Sincerely,

me:) 21.5.2026, Finland