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Well. I got the job. Yay? Excited to not be unemployed, but also I am dreading everything about it. I'll calm down when I get there and actually do the work, but right now my mind won't quiet and it's driving me crazy.
The interview went okay except that the manager sat down and said "[first name]! Glad to see you." and I was like "yeah.. umm btw it's [middle name]. No one calls me [first name]." And she said "Oh! You prefer [middle name]? Well I like [first name]." And then proceeded to call me that the entire time. My name tag is going to have my first legal name on it I might kill myself. This is fucking top secret redacted information that I don't like people I don't know having and it'll be stapled to my shirt. I'm genuinely feel like crying I don't like that name for a REASON.
Whatever. WHATEVER!
Going to the movies tonight. Watching the Mandolorian and Grogu... as if this day couldn't get any worse. I used to be a huge Star Wars fan when I was a kid, it was like my whole life. But after Disney bought them I slowly started to turn away. I completely stopped keeping up around Mandolorian s2? I think? I don't even remember. So I'll have no idea what's going on :) "Why are you seeing the movie Spikes?" I hear you asking, it's because 1.) I'm a masochist 2.) I love the theater and there's literally NOTHING good playing and 3.) there's a cute guy that works there that I am attempting to flirt with. No it's not going well, yes I am very out of the game.
I can't decide if I'm going to watch a movie today, or if I'm heading back out to town to get some black pants and a belt for my uniform. Technically I have pants, but I would really like to have more than one pair because I'm forever paranoid. Plus they don't fit great. They're woman's pants so they are too loose in the waist and too tight in the thighs. Weird that they fit at all though, they're a size 18. I wore a size 24 up until a few months ago. I just lost like SO MUCH weight out of now where. I've been keeping track of it recently and I haven't noticed anymore major drops but still.. cause for concern.
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Em
Im assuming that it's some fast food place or some other minimum wage place. Really don't sweat it. I used to manage places like that for almost a decade, and they really aren't that serious. (Even if some people make it seem like the most important place on earth) as far as your name goes. If the manager can't respect you you're probabbetter off finding a better job, and there will be a better job. If they dont respect you it's a bell weather sign for how the rest of your career there will go.
Yeah it's fast food. I've worked kitchens before so I know it won't really be that bad but I have a very overactive brain. The only reason I'm even dragging my heels in the sand is because it's *this* one location. Genuinely I have seen so many people become hollow and soulless after working there I really don't know what it is about that place.
Tragically beggars cannot be choosers. I've been unemployed since January and no where else will hire me. Only reason I even got this job is because my brother's a manager (: I wasn't fired from my last job, I have experience and a food handler's license. I have no idea what's going on. Definitely don't plan to stay long enough to get promoted lol.
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