Crush

I've recently rediscovered my crush on a friend of mine... 

I've had crushes on him since 9th grade on and off... I'm currently in uni and he's doing another year at our highschool. I don't know really what caused the awakening... But there's a lot we have in common, especially like values and beliefs of the world to a point. From what I know at least. For all of my 12th grade year we had a spare together in different periods of the year. It was really nice, and I got to know him pretty well. We talked about like our futures and stuff sometimes. I really like him man. I think we have a lot in common, and I think he's really cool. I think he could truly be anything he wanted to be. I'm like his #1 supporter... But I'm not sure if he knows that. He's trying to be a streamer and I made a bunch of alt accounts to follow him so I could boost his popularity. I think he's probably the funniest person I've ever met. Even when I didn't have a crush on him, I thought he was the funniest person in the room. I think he could be a comic artist too if he wanted. He's really creative, not just in art but in how he thinks of characters and stuff. I'm not sure entirely what his plan is, he mentioned something recently... But I hope he gets some kind of fame or something. I think he'd be happier and more fulfilled if he didn't work a 9-5. 

I'm not really sure what the point of me writing this is. I hope someday he realizes that I've kind of been here the whole time, and I think he's so great. 

Either way, I hope he gets what he wants. I hope he achieves his dreams and stuff, even if he doesn't want me too. I'd be happy even if someday we didn't really speak, and I just saw him through a screen with hundreds of fans and shit. I'd be happy knowing he made it, yk? 

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