movies

i've saved things for the future while friends enjoyed the now, and now i feel like my own reality never existed.

the things i knew existed, but never indulged in, seems to vanish away from the timeline.

beautiful things, memories, movies, they all go away. with a flick of a wrist they fall. and i do not know what conquers them, takes their place, and i miss and yearn for the things i could have enjoyed, can't help but remind myself that they are flowers plucked too soon too young.

a.k.a, i wish i watched the barbie movie when it first came out, i wish i bought all the merch i could buy back then, and not save it for now, when nobody is talking about it and there are no merch to be found.