May-19-2026 weedblog

<18 DNI

9:45 took 20mg

10:03 cottonmouths here

10:06 i actually had a nightmare b4 i woke up, where not only did i oversleep, but my mom was home so i cld'nt get high anyway. I jumped right out of bed when i woke up at a refreshingly early 9:30

10:21 yputuver couple luagh "ha ha ha ha ha" as they go ti Silly Scam Show viewing to make fun of it on their youber couple channel

It happens agaim

Things that happen now will repeat for all of history. Like a random 'undo/redo' cycle on a drawgin program.

Eons later, long past nations of stars and planets and blackholes, an instance of the couple notices something. 

The auditorium for Silly Scam Show was getting fjlller.

Not only in quantity, but in bloned hair, denim jackets, sardonic grins, and handheld cameras.

The ofher people in the aduitorimu were iterarions and iterarions of themselves. And theybwere staring back.

Their chests rise and fall with panicked breath simultaneously. Eye flit around the room at the same microseconds. Like mirrors.

Infinite upon infinite instances of every moment ever occuring in all of time and before it and after it. And this one single instant had destroyed tbat.

The youtuber couple

They r 

A W A R E!!!!!

10:28 yeah so i watched Drew Gooden take his wife to rag on a Jake Paul show, ans fhat spawned the previous entry

10:33 ugh my heartrated a little high raight now

10:38 stomping in a circle in the circle in the kitchen, stomping to music i only hear jn my head.

11:02 transcript of voicenote i sent my bff

"Ok so imagine the concept of time, and she confesses her love to you. Ok so the conceot of time is actuall different than what everyone thinks it is. The concept of time is one lerson, all of them as was in the past as it will be in the future and also right now. That thing becomig and behaviong as and speaking as everyone, like a very very very fast perfromer, is the concept kf time. And theres a separate thing, an audirnce watching, seeing time perform, this Thing, mistakenly, is perceived tk be the CONCEPT of time and not a WITNESSER.

For the sake of the story, the witnesser will be called time because the person they r watching is YOU.

She is an angel, you think, when u see her for thr first ever. You are finally aware of the angel in the room. She tells you she loves you.that you are her reason 4 ecisting, for choosing to exist, for doing the thing she has locked into doing for the rest of her life. She loves you for it. 

And she wants to know if you love her too.

And you say you do. How could you not? A beautiful angel is in love with you. You reach out, your fingertips graze. You are a being of pure love and then you stop beung the performer. You reached heaven, but you have lost your role"

12:24 got tired so i laid down and watched skme youtube. Feeling better now, eaging two got pockets

3:50 best

Nap

Kf my life.

6:00 ugh that brainfog is finally clearing up. its a little hard to watch vids or anything rn-- it feels like my brain is trying to find some hidden meaning in everything i watch (which is what it does when im high) but my body is too tired to allow it. did some profile editing and gifhoard updates to ground myself

this new brand is def wayyyy stronger than my previous edibles. kind of too late now, but next time ill just take a 10mg. once a month (usually), and that means my supply will last 6 months!