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cba making a pretty format for this, and i usually wouldn't vent like this bcz i find it cringe when i do, but i need to just let this out rn
im genuinely just so alone man, like, yeah i have a handful of friends, but they aren't really close, you get me? like they either come off (to me anyway) as they don't care about my interests and only want to talk about the stuff they like, or they just straight up have other friends that they parade around and brag about all the time.Â
it just makes me feel very unwanted, you know? like... why am i even here?? im usually ok with being alone, ive realistically been alone most my life and i usually struggle with trying to make friends anyway so its not like it should bother me but it has been
idk its just really affecting me at the moment for some reason. the last two weeks have been genuine torture on my mind and like, idk, ive got nobody to talk to about thisÂ
anyway yea srry for the corny vent ignore this. again, i just needed to say all this out loud before i do something rational😞
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L'Carpetron Dookmarriot
Hey ravii,
Just as a counter to the above comment, your profile shows plenty of interests to convey to people who you are to connect with others (cool layout btw).
It's okay to have struggles with friendships and the emotions attached to that. Often you mean more to people than you realise, and also sometimes it just takes some time in life to find people you truly connect with.
There are a lot of resources out there such mental health support online chat websites, phone lines, you name it, that you can reach out to if you feel like you have no one you can speak to this all about. It can be good that way too, to speak to someone anonymously if you aren't comfortable speaking about it in real life to anyone.
Take some time for some self-care and look after yourself. Everything will be okay. Just as seasons change, life moves through cycles and you'll get through this 🌻
aww tysm! thats super sweet of you to say, i personally don't think the stuff im into is that interesting haha
id like to think that i mean something to the ppl i know, its just hard sometimes to believe that though since the way they act around me then around other ppl, it just feels like a big change, yk? it could just be me overthinking the tiny things though
i will admit, i am a little quiet and don't rly talk abt myself anymore like i used to, that could be a problem. yet i don't think most ppl have noticed that? im trying to fix it however bcz i know that could be off-putting at first, i just don't want to overwhelm others if i do start talking abt my interests, it could scare them away
ive been a little afraid of reaching out to those kind of websites, i have a problem with not being able to explain my feelings and i feel like they wouldn't understand, yk? though ill try and check them out at some point.
thank you for giving me advice:) you're truly a kind individual
im hoping this bad mood will leave me soon
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