now, right now, maybe later?

this is the driest lecture in what i imagine to be human history probably!

hes just up in the front mumbling smth smth about tax evasion, girl im falling asleep over here. 

About everything else. the last few blog entries and such: its gotten better!!! my god its gotten so much better and im glad it did. 

 like: i dont feel that pit in my stomach anymore. its going up. Its going okay! Im not delusional tho. I know i will be uncomfortable for some time coming, but I know how to deal with it and i know that itll be alright. 

also there are ducks outside the lecture hall. lol