Caged up

I’m so sick of my stupid parents like they never let me do anything in life . Outside , the flowers are starting to peak out , the sun is shining brightly and I hear birds singing outside enjoying the fresh air. While at this moment , I can’t even get out of my neighborhood. I can’t even go to the library for a school project . I’ve hang out with my friends two times this year and , for my parents , that’s already a lot . I feel like I’m wasting my youth by doing nothing , watching people run and laugh with their friends . Even little kids have more freedom than I get and I’m way older than them ! They re out there , playing at the park and I’m just here , watching them from my window , knowing that I could have been like them . I feel like my life has just been school , grades , phone , sleep in repeat . I have no time to hang out with my friends . While I can’t , I see them making plans for the summer , knowing that I surely won’t be able to participate in but I agree and try to be enthusiastic. I wish my parents weren’t so strict . I wish I was able to live my life to the fullest . But I can’t .