i just want red hair bro

for a while, like a month, i was rlly going thru it, like i was depressed ASH and i finally got out of it like about 3 weeks ago bc i rekindled things and i was finally getting things back in order for my graduation, but, then i was rejected from some things and i was so excited bc i had things lined up and i was gonna get red highlights then it all fell to shit and ik i shouldnt care that much bc its dumb but after everything that happened like in the past couple months and im just so done and yeah i could get it done later but like jesus i just want red hair and it felt so bad being told i couldnt do something i spent so much time preparing for and i just