why is a childs relationship with their parents so difficult(⇀‸↼‶)ليش علاقت الابن مع والده معقد

actually, I know why (generation gaps and whatnot) but I dont know how to deal with it. humans are too confusing. I can't understand why their mad and they can't understand me either. Theres this crystal-clear barrier between my parents and I that's impossible to break. they can see directly through it but can't get past it. a part of this barrier is linguistic, my arabic is rathar weak and clumsy not to mention that I'm clueless on how to control my emotions and where to direct them!!! its so frustrating to continue thinking of emotions. i'm sick of them. (_　_|||) 

أعرف ليش، بس ما أعرف كيف اتحمل واتعامل مع مشاعري. الناس ما ينفهمون. وانا مو قادره افهم ليش يعصبون ويحزنون،وبطبيعة الحال حتى هم ما يفهموني. وبيني انا وأهلي حاجز واظح ومستحيل انكساره. نسبه من الحاجز لغوي،العربي عندي ضعيف وأخرق، وفوقه انا ما اعرف شلون أعبر على مشاعري عدل.اه! يا الله أرحمني من المشاعر الي ما تنفهم. ما أتحمل التفكير عن المشاعر المعقدة

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