keeping interest

i've spent a lot of time this year avoiding real life by escaping into internet spaces. these last couple of months, specifically! i got really into exploring different blogsites such as spacehey, perfectly imperfect, neocities, and more. i've also been really into coding! i've learned so much and think it's such a great way to keep community even on the internet. 

i am losing interest, however. i do the same thing with games! i bought the new tomodachi life game (and it is SO FUN), played it obsessively for a week, and then haven't touched it since. i created these accounts on all of these cool online platforms, was super engaged and present for a week or two, and then lost interest again.

i worry the biggest reason i do this is because i am too boring. i feel like i never have anything to say. but also, maybe i'm just lazy? like how picking up a nintendo switch for the first time in weeks is too much work, even though i know my Miis are lonely. i don't know. just pondering if that's a common problem. maybe i need to just dedicate myself to things more.