alone again but at least my spotify playlists understand me

i think ive officially become one of those people who could disappear and only be noticed because my snap streaks ended.

sometimes i wonder if people even think about me when im not around. like do i cross anyones mind ever? or am i just an npc in everybody elses life. probably the kind that says the same dialogue every time you walk past.

school is the worst for it too. everyone already has their person. meanwhile im out here awkwardly hovering near groups like a confused sim waiting for someone to click “invite to conversation”

and don’t even get me started on weekends. ill see people posting giant group photos captioned “my favorites foreverrrr” while im sitting in my room reorganizing my spotify playlists like its a full-time career. at this point spotify knows me better than actual humans do. if spotify ever leaves me im done.

the funny thing is i pretend i LOVE being alone too. “omg i hate people.” “id rather stay home anyway.” meanwhile the second someone texts me i respond so fast it probably scares them.