Instagram reels make me so happy

another bleak, boring day of my life has passed. I've been stuck in my room for god knows how long. My mind is slowly growing more insane each day that I am bound to this 2 by 6 meter space, and not to mention the same stale air glooming over me for days on end. My consciousness plays cruel tricks on me, "you like to see me in pain huh?" - I ask it. I hear no answer back. Reality is bending and nothing seems normal. I tell "myself" it's just another elaborate trick to keep me down on my knees, subdued so I can never break free from this prison. Suddenly, I snap out of it. Now I'm laying on my mattress on the floor, it's a little stinky and has a few "stains" littering it's surface, the last time it has seen sunlight was back in the furniture shop years ago. I look around my room, still dazed from before, my anime body pillow laying close to me like no one has ever before. It's dark with only the moonlight shining weakly through my blinds. I lay there for a while, only watching the occasional light emitted from car headlights passing by my ceiling, like some low budget light show. instinctively without looking I prod my hand around the floor looking for my phone - it ends up being where I always leave it, near the wheel of my black office chair a full arms reach away. It's 1:34 AM, the only word I can muster up in my brain is... "damn". Out of boredom I decide to open Instagram to watch some reels because that's what I always do. I check what reels my friends have sent me, just the usual, I react appropriately and move on scrolling. I chuckle as I watch an AI generated video of fruit people having family drama. Sure, the reels on my "For You Page" are pretty retarded and seem like they're only appropriate for mentally insane people who have gone fully bazoinkers, but I don't care about that, as long as my brain keeps quiet I'm fine, and I scroll on. I start to get this tingling in my mind, each new reel I see is slightly more bizzarre and funnier. I get hooked, it's as if I'm in a new reality, everything is funny, so colorful, emotional, it feels like bliss. Soon I get into a mania-like state, I can't stop laughing, I can't control myself I need more... More reels! The emotions I feel right now are indescribable!, I feel like an all-mighty god, no one can stop me... As long as my trusty Instagram reels are right by my side.